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Get out of bed. Take a shower. Brush your teeth. Shave. Speak. Eat. Talk to your family. Talk to your friends. Answer your phone. Go to class. It’s not that fucking hard. But I haven’t done any of it in 5 days. I sleep in my bed with ear plugs and shut myself out and try to leave as little a footprint on the world around me as I possibly can. It’s impossible to cease to exist without shattering everything around me. Realize that an This thing I have is crippling me once more and I didn’t see it coming. I’m falling into the same patterns I used to and thinking the same way. I need to snap the fuck out of it sooner rather than later.




Warning Signs of Satanic Behavior. Training video for police, 1990


The Royal Tenenbaums (2001)


Guys I have a confession….

If I drive for you, you get your money. You tell me where we start, where we’re going, where we’re going afterwards. I give you five minutes when we get there. Anything happens in that five minutes and I’m yours. No matter what. Anything a minute on either side of that and you’re on your own